I need a routine

if i go to the same place everyday and i notice that somebody new starts rearranging their schedule to come to the same place that i do on a regular basis out of proximity convenience and need to do something similar then i understand that there may be a consolability or expectation that we are running into each other for a reason.

routine is important because not everyone has it, repetitively going

if nobody here is on a routine of coming to the same place everyday, then that is encouraging me to show up to the same place everyday to try and figure out the range of people that get the motivation to go there at least once every two weeks around that same time of day.

if m unsatisfied after two weeks then i should change my method

depending on the goals that i can create for myself as a reason to stay or change

• looking for the right person

• waiting for the right person

• waiting for someone my age

• waiting for someone that looks a certain way

• looking for

i got to see what thats about, and now im done with it. Becoming so easy to accumulate a vast amount of information unmanaged by anyone else but myself and too overwhelming to keep track of or add to and try to classify and organize all future thoughts into. So by continuing to make small small branches, rather than thickening up any of the ones that have pre-establishment shows that im waiting for progress to be made on the grand idea, before i work on the little ones, but i have been spending time on the little ones waiting to come up with small ideas to add to the big ones, yet, im not spending any time on the big ones and hoping the thought naturally comes to me when i can work on it and find another avenue to appraoch it with rather than doing the thing i know already works and saving up, and working hard in what works to save up enough money and time and slack to be able to not work so hard in my money making area to proceed in the one thing that i do want to make the big one.

I have the time, but im choosing to do other smaller things anyways because that is where the motivation is, and for some reason they are all appearing to be a part of one another so i feel like i have to grow up the smaller ones and have their little buds ready to run with for when i get prepared to push them upward and forward all at once, rather than having a simple one dimention game to slide into the commerce. I have something that looks like it took a lot of time to build, and then i have bullets preloaded to load in, set, and follow the theme of the system and spray them out quickly once the foundation is set, and i understand what ideas i had in the past

i still need to build a protocol and procedure for what to go back and do to each one of the small ones, because they are starting to accumulate really fast even though they are slightly meaningless, it feels good to get those thoughts out into the ethos.

even though i would probably be doing better off financially and professionally if i would just focus all my efforts into one area

however being capable of many things and all things and work under pressure, and know that the system i have created is going to put me under pressure again so i better. be prepared for it, may progress em forward and establish foreground of never sitting still like i see other people doing getting bored.

this clock needs to go under one other pattern

• there is a title somewhere else that this whole page can fit under

• but i cant just keep using words to filter and describe

• i need objects in videos

• i need animations

• self made animations to cover the screen

• i need to represent the concept

• share the concept that needs to be worked on

• show others that the concept is something they need to work on too

• it is not just writing things down

• i need to not jsut write down the stories of meeting people

• that is not my page

• it is to prove that there is something more to unlock that we all have access to

• i dont know what it is yet

• its the organization that directly attaches the eyes

• that must mean it is just the continuation of work and the small things intentionally put together with intuition to keep adding layers until it looks like it came together even though there may have never been a plan at the start to put it all together.

• just one day at a time, finding one more thing, and finding a place to put it

• eventually the accumualtion of stuff will have an idea.

• ill go back to the AI output that i got on my work and share what it had to say about my work and who i am and what it noticed and maybe i can have that overlay just about anything that i have written or hold value in. and have a professional look it over, give me feedback and then i can write an opinion on the feedback that it gave me like writing a comment, and the better ones can make it into posts to share to attract people to the website to show that hey if you are interested in that one, look that is only one, i have a bunch of others that ive been working on that you might find interest in too,

• i also do all these other things so if you follow you might find me later, and get reminded that you can look at my stuff if it was once interesting to you it could potenitally be interesting to you again

• i will have then created an avenue for people to organize their thoughts and be a place for people to come back to if they want to experience those thoughts again for anything that they might be trying to learn about themselves or trying to figure out how to do.

• I will also be learning about myself throughout this process as i day dream and put in as much effort as i can put in conservatively before i know i need to drive home and hit the hay and sleep and meal prep and do laundry for the next day, with any etc that i may find. so sleep may be lacking tonight if i dont get my act together quickly. however if something good happens tonight for me to have an evern better rate of progression tomorrow then it is worth it

• but i need to go back to getting the basic stuff done.

• how will i ever find a way back to this, im going to forget the title of this one being worked on and i may never publish it, so ill just publish it now, i can always add to it. i dont have to add this one to a differerent one.

• adding this may dilute out the others, but its supposed to look like a thick mush to scroll through, pick which one you are the most interested in. this was only interesting to me for an hour or two anyways too, so you dont have to spend that much time on it, and you wont anyways.

there is a lot of stuff that still looks AI generated or template-like i just put it there as a place holder, and i need to go back and spiffy it up. thats what it looks like so thats what i need to spend time doing

WOW THAT LOOKS GOOD

im learning how to advertise certain parts so they stand out and putting little bits of pizzaze in there so it looks creative and worked on. Like you see my emotions as i work in the boxes of what you and i both have access to. so it (ITSELF) is kind of like a puzzle book that you have to look through if you want to figure out what is there/

JUST LIKE ME