Prisoners are afraid

Afraid of escaping the walls of the building leaving the place where they're supposed to be while they are supposed to be watched over, planning to get through the lock doors that they don't have access through and through the Wallet open field hoping that nobody has set an alarm that they are trying to leave without permission or write documentation or write process, and if they try to leave by climbing over at fence and they succeed and either nobody knows or there has been a signal tripped that now you are being hunted for, you're not going to go towards society if it's after dark you don't want to be on your feet when there's no one else around so you might go to a plot of woods and just run straight until the next suburban area appears where there's more obstacles to hide around and public transportation to get away as fast as possible but to make it through all of those woods when a manhunt is sent from multiple angles to ensure that they can find you in the woods before you get out of the consolidated area into the vast world that is much harder to find you in, the fear in your eyes of knowing that you might end up in the woods and you might have nothing but the clothes on your back not only to stay warm but to protect yourself from someone who is trying to take you into their possession and bring you back into the system where your lifestyle will most likely return to normal. However there must be some promise of having a calmer better life if you don't try to escape and you will be treated with more dignity and less fear of threat on a daily basis. In the moment of being hunted being at peak fear at all times that someone is ordered to find you and take you into their custody either dead or alive and to have the stated fear that you're probably not in a position to have the better option of the two so if your goal is to achieve the better alternative than you're going to have to be on the highest alert making hypocritical decisions choosing the best pathway at the fastest rate that you can achieve it to increase your odds of squeezing through the bottleneck of the search line that are going to be constantly squeezing in on you for the next three phases of proximity until you get outside of that range into the real world where you now have to pick a job pick up meal plan and pick a place to sleep every day and expect that nobody will ask for your identity or require you to show proof of one then to be castrated into a life of Fear where in each moment your mind is daydreaming on high alert balancing the wishes of survival and the risks of death not only for what you want but for the ability to do anything else afterwards to be put in a position where you are always so close to doing it right but only getting one try to make it through all the obstacles without knowing what any of them are. While the odds are against you and you're making all of the right decisions for this timeframe that has so far worked, there is a system of people working to put a stop to it. Yet to be able to make a decision in the unknown when you don't know the system of factors to keep the risky behavior thoughts of people who are trying to achieve this from having any chance of succeeding and out strategize the minds that are hopefully unprepared on the lucky day that you just happen to go for it on a whim and for all the stars to work out and be in motion of feeling an escape from the stronest constraints people yhought they had over you and be free to live in a world woth freewill and no guidance to choose for yourself what you want to dow ith the next moment rather than to be trapped in the boxframe of the organization yhst you are forxed to wake up and be a part of. With little room for personalization. Yet to dream of achieving the chance to exist in an open free world and to tske it because it is the highest level of consciousness that you could achieve if there was no other way out. Or to follow the rules and have a promise of a calm life the next day with no punishment or threat of recieving one. Or to be released in a timeframe thst is promised if you are lucky. Yet be amonst someone who has the dream of doing more than what they are already doing and to have the capability of trying yet to not to. If fear is the obstacle and there is a possibility, and the game of trying can continue without getting hurt so bad. Then the better option of the two would be to try your best to see what else you can achieve and where else you can go if you hehave like this because you already know what being calm and organized will do for you so what else is out there if you change things up. A lot more and a lot more different stuff and im sorry its going to be harder than what you are expereixing right now, but youre going to try at something, you might as well make it bigger and more impressive Otherwise your fear is restircting you to think small and stay in a shell of a small home that you cant expand upon